Wow, I can't believe it's been so long since I've written.
The past several months I have been struggling emotionally, mentally, even physically... I just haven't been able to put into words what I have felt. For anyone who hasn't dealt with depression, first off - that's wonderful. But secondly, it's hard to describe it to you. For me, it's almost a suffocating, paralyzing fear that comes over me. Physically I've been struggling with back pain and migraines which only got worse with the depression.
I'm not saying this for sympathy, just as a preface of the rest of the story.
During this same time, issues arose at work. It became clear to me that I still didn't have the support or open communication from my supervisors that I felt were necessary for a job such as this. I struggled over what to do, but I decided it was in my best interest to go ahead and give my notice.
I will be working until the end of the month but it already feels like a burden is lifted off my shoulders. I'm looking for a new position, preferably in a more professional environment and in a busier/younger community. I usually need to have plans in place to feel secure, but for once I'm taking a leap of faith and I am so very excited to see what 2013 will bring.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all. :)
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